HI BYE FLY :D

i realized that i cant speak fluent mandarin, only today. but yu see, usually im not being forced to speak mandarin so i wont and now, tada, since tmr's chi oral, i decided to speak mandarin when we were walking out to the bus stop. and only then did i realize that speaking mandarin's such a difficult task. i'd end up speaking with a few english words here and thr and then kaying will start yelling at me for being such a failure. yes im a bloody failure i cant speak mandarin properly. but surprisingly, if yu give me a passage and ask me to read it, i can XD. i actually scored a 9/10 or sth for last yr's passage thingy. uh yea so back to speaking mandarin, i tried i tried but i cldnt. HA, and when i speaked eng, sarah said i sounded angmoh-ish and kaying agreed. excuse me, i speak singlish okay! and i've been in sg since i was 2 and a half so whr am i supposed to get that angmoh accent? they said my chi sounded angmoh-ish too, maybe cus i was struggling and cldnt actually pronounce the words properly. but okay i admit i sounded like some foreigner when i tried to speak fluent mandarin jus now. smtimes it's rly hard to replace eng words with mandarin ones, like fine and uh okay i cant rmbr, but if yu use mandarin to replace these words that kinda "urgh fine" feel'll be gone.

oh, i also realised ky has caved-in eyes too XD. her eyelids are like bloody thick and it makes her eye look rly deep in and thus making it look caved-in.