Hello, Facebook is failing me again
Anyway, I think my dad's suffering from mid-life crisis O_O
Had prom yesterday! And I had so much fun :DDDD had a lot of fun taking photos too! Especially with Dyane. I'm gonna have a hell lot of trouble tagging her. Uh, I'm trying my best to upload the photos to Facebook now, but as usual, it always fails. It's my 3rd time uploading already. I'm crossing my fingers.
I didn't sleep the whole night! I was playing cards and silly games with Sharron, Shao Yun, Shi Min and Ziying the entire night (actually Ziying was gone half the time)((Okay great I just got disconnected so I have to upload the damn photos all over again)). I'm feeling so tired now :( and I want to complain about Singtel.
Okay whatever. If I can't upload them tonight then good luck to everyone who's waiting for my photos (especially Dyane)
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Friday, December 04, 2009
Lioness at large
"Females form the stable social unit in a pride and do not tolerate outside females; membership only changes with the births and deaths of lionesses."
Back to basics
Joined the juniors for training yesterday! With Ziying, Sharron, Shao Yun and Shi Min (eh more than half the team was there okay!) I felt so happy training again :D We got all dirty and muddy. I miss training with the girls so badly. I felt so happy hearing Magnum yesterday, hahahaha. Hopefully Xiang, Dyane, Stef and Yuan Ting can join us the next time round!
We didn't do a lot of stuff, but I felt very tired after a while. We're all so unfit already. And now all of us are aching from the shoulders to the arms to the abs to the thighs to the calves and even ankles! Ugh it's tiring to even walk.
Oh well, WE NEED TO GO SWIMMING. 1) To relax our muscles and 2) to get a suntan. The juniors said that we all look very fair now.
Okay, I love the Touch Ruggers, goodnight!
We didn't do a lot of stuff, but I felt very tired after a while. We're all so unfit already. And now all of us are aching from the shoulders to the arms to the abs to the thighs to the calves and even ankles! Ugh it's tiring to even walk.
Oh well, WE NEED TO GO SWIMMING. 1) To relax our muscles and 2) to get a suntan. The juniors said that we all look very fair now.
Okay, I love the Touch Ruggers, goodnight!
Thursday, November 26, 2009
The other girl
Okay, at least it's a girl... You know, I dreamt that Tuck Zai was gay! And he dumped me because his gay partner found out. Ohmygod horror of all horrors. He's still sleeping behind me as I'm typing, so I shall wake him up soon to tell him about my dream (more of a nightmare actually)
Anyway, we went shopping with my sister yesterday and it was one of those rare occasions where she bought more things than I did! Kudos to her!
And then we were off to my house for mahjong! Hehehehe :D
Yay okay now I gotta wake my boyfriend up so that we can finally go get some food. Otherwise he's gonna starve me again
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
The Long Walk
Hello! I feel... liberalised, hahaha.
Despite having to go through such tough times, with countless lectures, tutorials and make-up sessions as well as to manage my time between Tuck Zai, my family, school work and CCA, I'm still glad that I did go to JC. I'm glad that I'll graduate with an A level cert and move on to University. I'm glad that I didn't give up in the midst of A's (even though I did break down) and I'm glad that I managed to pull through. I'm just... proud of myself. It wasn't easy, and I think every one of you who'd gone through it with me or has once been through all these feels the same. I honestly wouldn't wanna go through such shit all over again, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed, hoping that I'll recieve nothing but grades that I'll be proud of in February/ March next year.
I'm really thankful for all the support and encouragements because I honestly did regret going to JC at some point in time during these 2 years. And of course I'm thankful for having Tuck Zai with me all the while, always trying his best to make me feel better when I'm feeling stressed or listening to me whenever I need to talk to someone or giving in to me when I'm in a bad mood. Uhm, the list is endless so yah, you get my point. Oh, like giving me big bear hugs, my favourite :D
Anyway, for all the hard work we've put in, for all the time we've dedicated to studying and all the shit we've been put through for this stupid final exam, I really do hope that we'll all make it to whatever course we'd like to be in (although I always curse everyone and hope that they'll do badly so that the bell curve will shift left, hahaha)
It's now down to 1 paper, and I cannot imagine what life would be like after this, what it'd feel like to not be in a kind-of-paternalistic school and not have them care for you every single minute. And what it'd be like to stop using my Little Miss Late EZ Link which goes beep-beep everytime I tap it (Tuck Zai! You gotta buy me a new Little Miss Late/ Xiao Wan Zi sticker soon!)
Yay, I'm so glad that I'm still alive! And so, I'm gonna go have a "sumptuous" dinner now to reward myself, tata!
Despite having to go through such tough times, with countless lectures, tutorials and make-up sessions as well as to manage my time between Tuck Zai, my family, school work and CCA, I'm still glad that I did go to JC. I'm glad that I'll graduate with an A level cert and move on to University. I'm glad that I didn't give up in the midst of A's (even though I did break down) and I'm glad that I managed to pull through. I'm just... proud of myself. It wasn't easy, and I think every one of you who'd gone through it with me or has once been through all these feels the same. I honestly wouldn't wanna go through such shit all over again, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed, hoping that I'll recieve nothing but grades that I'll be proud of in February/ March next year.
I'm really thankful for all the support and encouragements because I honestly did regret going to JC at some point in time during these 2 years. And of course I'm thankful for having Tuck Zai with me all the while, always trying his best to make me feel better when I'm feeling stressed or listening to me whenever I need to talk to someone or giving in to me when I'm in a bad mood. Uhm, the list is endless so yah, you get my point. Oh, like giving me big bear hugs, my favourite :D
Anyway, for all the hard work we've put in, for all the time we've dedicated to studying and all the shit we've been put through for this stupid final exam, I really do hope that we'll all make it to whatever course we'd like to be in (although I always curse everyone and hope that they'll do badly so that the bell curve will shift left, hahaha)
It's now down to 1 paper, and I cannot imagine what life would be like after this, what it'd feel like to not be in a kind-of-paternalistic school and not have them care for you every single minute. And what it'd be like to stop using my Little Miss Late EZ Link which goes beep-beep everytime I tap it (Tuck Zai! You gotta buy me a new Little Miss Late/ Xiao Wan Zi sticker soon!)
Yay, I'm so glad that I'm still alive! And so, I'm gonna go have a "sumptuous" dinner now to reward myself, tata!
Monday, November 23, 2009
Hello bitch, fuck off and die
He who angers you, conquers you.
Okay, I was supposed to keep that in mind. And I will. Right after I'm done with this post.
I still believe that I'm in no way inferior to you and I will certainly not lose out. So please fuck off and disappear from my life, or anyone around me for that matter. It doesn't make you any better just because you were once where I am now. It simply means that you don't make the cut.
This morning, I stared hard into the computer screen and I felt angry, frustrated, annoyed and very much like a bitch. Now, I'm staring hard into the computer screen again, feeling a hell lot angrier, more frustrated, more annoyed and even more like a bitch. I am totally ready to do something that challenges my integrity.
Okay, as promised, I will keep that in mind.
Okay, I was supposed to keep that in mind. And I will. Right after I'm done with this post.
I still believe that I'm in no way inferior to you and I will certainly not lose out. So please fuck off and disappear from my life, or anyone around me for that matter. It doesn't make you any better just because you were once where I am now. It simply means that you don't make the cut.
This morning, I stared hard into the computer screen and I felt angry, frustrated, annoyed and very much like a bitch. Now, I'm staring hard into the computer screen again, feeling a hell lot angrier, more frustrated, more annoyed and even more like a bitch. I am totally ready to do something that challenges my integrity.
Okay, as promised, I will keep that in mind.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Screaming Underwater
I believe in fate. Do you?
I believe that my life has already been planned out for me. I believe that what will come, will come. But sometimes, I wish that I believed in myself a little more.
Do you know what it's like to lose all faith in yourself? Now I wish that someone can hear me
I believe that my life has already been planned out for me. I believe that what will come, will come. But sometimes, I wish that I believed in myself a little more.
Do you know what it's like to lose all faith in yourself? Now I wish that someone can hear me
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