HI BYE FLY :D

bad case of pms during e maths O_o

so, at 1st, my day went pretty well in the morn till last period came and we had this shit quiz. seriously, i think im gna fail maths. like, hello, i cldnt do the qsn that evryone else cld do~. so jimmy gave us the clue to the 1st qsn and all, and STILL, i cldnt do it. the whole class was alrdy filled with OHHHHHs and i still cldnt do it, wtf. i almost tore the paper into 2 due to the pressure i felt but i kept remind myself, this is a fucking quiz and i have to hand it up so i cant fucking tear it. then chang hong, that mr smartass, jus sat thr and laughed his ass off while others were struggling thru the qsn. actually, he spent the 1st half of the time dng the qsns and the other half, laughing his ass off. why laugh his ass off you ask me? cus he's smartass and he can laugh as many asses off as he wants. LOL, jk chang hong XD!

so yea, it was partly due to the quiz that got me pms-y. not cus i cldnt do it, but cus i started realising how fucking err, useless (but it isnt the word. im using it cus i cant find another better word. tell me if another word fits XD) i was. like i cant even solve a freaking maths prob. plus, the whole world knew how to do it, only i didnt. usually, i'd jus wipe it off my head and treat it as nth happened but i dontknw why, maybe cus of my pms, i kinda felt like crying for being so hopeless. let's jus say it isnt cus i cldnt do the quiz and so i think im gna flunk evrything but the quiz kinda like, slapped me in the face. yea, only then did i realise how useless (argh i knw useless is not the word but i cant find another word~) i was. omg i need the right word. useless is jus so, not right...

like fuck, my laptop's giving me attitude. im typing and typing and it keeps jumping up so i end up having my sentence in the middle of another paragraph.

okay nvrm, let me continue. i think maybe when i grow older i'd get depressions like post marriage depression and pre natal depression or sth. then one day i'd die of depression cus all the types of depression came tgthr and the doctor cldnt save me due to the great amt of depressions i suffer from. and it aaaaaaaallll starts with having mood swings, like pms. oh godddddddd

due to all this, i felt like shit. (im sry ph im not copying your name but you didnt copyright it so i can use it) it's kinda like, pms+ realising how shitted i was and all. it all adds up tgthr and suddenly you'd jus feel like breaking down. i wanted to jus now, but suddenly i thot of davin's eqn of crying= the end of the world. let me show you why.

crying= losing tears= drinking more water (waste water)= spending money on water= bankrupt= no money buy food= starvation= death= reincarnation= being a baby= crying. so it all leads back and soon, it'll be the end of the world. argh whtevr. it wont be the end of the world if we get reincarnated but we wldnt knw whether we wld or not.

let me go search for another word other than useless.