HI BYE FLY :D

okay okay, i'm the last to blog about this, as usual!

went back to chung cheng ytd for the sec4's farewell. i wasnt really in the mood to do anything, so i didnt do much except for slacking arnd while the rest tried to help out. i sat on the floor with ky and angelina and yunhan, who kept running around so we didnt really talk much to her. after a while tan ann told us to hide in lt2's backstage when the sec4s enter the exhibition room. in the short few min when we were hiding in thr, we came up with a brilliant idea for our little performance for our juniors. kinda embarrassing, but fun nevertheless. ky even said that she hopes her future husband will nvr find out abt it HAHA! otherwise he'll definitely file for a divorce straight away. which is really rather stupid if you think abt it, since javier's her future husband and he was the one who led the performance.

went on with some random stuff, then we tried to lead them to the classroom to watch the farewell ppt. things kinda screwed up, so we tried to entertain the sec 4s with javier and ky's stupid skit on SM. we went on to watch the ppt and after reading ky's post, i cant find other words to describe how i felt so i've decided to jus shamelessly rip this off her blog

"But seriously, I felt worse when i saw their farewell than when it was my OWN farewell last year.

Last year, you know you had to leave. I didn't cry, because I haven't left. I was still surrounded by those wonderful people, even the most gruelling O level days were bearable. I was upset at the thought of leaving, but I haven't experience the real leaving yet.

Today it was different. You saw the video. You saw the stuff they went through without us. You suddenly think, hey, we're no longer present at their major moments. We're no longer actually thr for them. We're just, not thr. You think about the days without them. You know you hv rly left. It's not always true when you say we'll always be a part of cchmsgz. You knw we hv left. It'll just nv be the same anymore."

and that was exactly how i felt. but of course, the only difference was that i cried like ^$&^%£W& during farewell last yr. i'm not as stone-hearted as she is.

i really agree with what she said. i guess what i was upset abt was knowing that they went through so much without us, that they've alr moved on without us. we are no longer appearing in their videos, their photos, their performances etc. it's like it has finally hit me that we dont belong to cchmsgz anymore. well well, i guess we'll have to move on as well. and soon, cchmsgz wont even be part of our lives, sigh.

we left sch at arnd 7 and ahkay sent us to 201. we rushed to macs to buy food and brought it up to the center. then yea, had lessons from 7.30 to 9. played mo li fen fang, as usual. anw, we're changing our lessons back to fri! but we've pushed it back a little, to 7, cus angelina's pdp ends at 6.15. so yea, we're back to fri lessons :)