Goodnight, world.

Finally, a break from all these thinking and talking (about the same old thing over and over again). I think all the talks are the reason why I'm so afraid of starting a conversation, to the extent that I've wanted to stop talking to you altogether. I feel kinda lost now. But I know things will fall back into place eventually. I've got no regrets

Well, some things don't appear as bad as they seem, but no matter what they'll still be like worms in apples. Then again, it's not like I've got control over anything (anymore) so I guess it'll be best to just swallow everything and accept the fact

HELLO ALL YOU PEASANTS OUT THEREEEEEEEEEE! Long time no see. Plus the ethernet in my room isn't working so zzz. I'm at Shimin's room now cause both our roommates decided to abandon us :( It's quite difficult to type using her laptop. A lot of typo errors. Quite annoying.

Anyway hall life has been good :D I just hope that things with Tuck Zai will get better. It's like when we're together everything's fine, but the moment I get back to hall things change. Then again, maybe because the past 2 weeks had been orientation so I was kinda busy. And you know how it's like when you're with your friends right. You'll just tend to leave everything aside 1st. I suppose things will change for the better now that school has started. I hope

"I would give my life away, if it could only be the same"

I'm one year older now, but it doesn't me feel better. The only good part about this was last night's celebration. Being one year older doesn't make my problems go away.

I'm just very certain about one thing now; I'm never ever gonna stay over at Tuck Zai's place ever again. Waking him up is the last thing I'd ever do. It feels like I'm waking a beast up and it totally spoils my day. I believe nobody likes to wake up and the 1st thing you get is bullshit from trying to wake your partner up.

Pissed. And the sparkle from last night's dinner is all gone

Hack

I suppose that's it. The many times we've tried to hang on, make things right and make this last... Today's the day which i never thought would come.

Oooooooooops the Dean is back but Dyane's mum isn't. Let's hope she comes back soon.

The chair that I'm sitting on right now makes me wanna sleep. I haven't been sleeping "properly" for quite a while. Like I won't sleep till morning and will wakey only in the afternoon. I think that's why I'm always feeling tired.

Went prawning yesterday and we caught 10 pathetic shrimps in 2 hours zzz. Will be going again next Tuesday :D I still find it very amusing that Tuck Zai thought I left the receipt at my own home, hor Tuck Zai

Anyway, there's this fella shredding paper outside. It's really noisy. Don't quite understand why he/she cannot do it with the door closed.

Okay Dyane's mum's back! Tata!

Hi! I'm back and idling away. Feeling really sleept today. But I'm really excited about finding out if Rara's male or female. I know right, what a lousy owner. I simply assumed that Rara's a male cause I THOUGHT I saw a bald patch where his balls belong. But I caught Boo humping Rara last night and it's kinda surprising. Shall bring Rara to get his gender checked, hahaha.

Can't wait for tomorrow :D Really looking forward to spending more time with Tuck Zai. And I still haven't gotten over last night cause he came to surprise me (hahahaha so rare!!). The Killers, prawning and more tomorrow! Yay I can't wait.

Now I can't wait for dinner. Really hungry, zzz