HI BYE FLY :D

i suddenly felt a surge of emotions after i read sth. I AM SO NOT GNA BE ABLE TO HANDLE THIS. this is gna kill me one of these days. it's bloody emotional torture.

i feel so useless and helpless. all i can do is feel regretful abt not grabbing hold of the chance given to me ages back. and now all i feel is jealousy for whatever reason that only i knw, she knws and god knws. talk abt the biggest regret in my 16 yrs of life...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH zzz i dontknw what to say.

but i had fun ytd with the bunch of guzheng-ists. i miss them a lot, i miss niu li a lottttttttttt!

and thr're so many other things that i miss. like i knw-she knws-god knws-what. omg i cant take it