i'm dog-tired.

alright, the battle between me and a maths, or specifically, RV, has hit the tracks once agn. the massacre of my brains cells started last friday and RV still doesnt wna let them off! we had to complete this a maths paper during our interaction/ assembly period and yea, RV was the 4th qsn and right thr and then, i was stuckkkkk! like deep down in a bloody well. after that qsn, i totally collapsed and cldnt even regain my mood to complete the rest of the paper. i got through the rest of the paper will a lot of shrieking, throwing, cursing, swearing and yea, copying. i was practically a lunatic-wanna-be. so you can imagine...

right, then i went off with dyane and davin to joo seng warehouse to get the red fbt shorts for cross country. being the lazy us, we took a taxi, obviously. but we had such a tough time flagging for a taxi that dyane actually said that she'll kiss the taxi, not the driver, that'll stop for us. we even thought of lying to ourselves abt not wanting to take a taxi so that the taxis will come. well, that's wht always happens, isnt it? when you need a taxi, they'll always be at the other end, probably rolling off into the sea, whr the sea water is always bluer. still, we managed to climb into one and got to the warehouse. i saw this really lovely purple one and my 1st thought was, okay i gotta get it and of course, doubtlessly, i got it. then we left the warehouse and all we concentrated on was "we DO NOT want to take a taxi. we're actually standing in the middle of the road to fetch a bus". HAHA okay whatever then we dropped davin off at mustafa.

anw, in the taxi ride (i cant rmbr to or from joo seng warehouse), we had this conversation. hey you cant blame me for not rmbring, i was so exhausted that i cant even rmbr what has happened during most of the time. i jus rmbr being in a taxi.

me: god i'm so bloody tired. my brain cells are all killed by a maths. it's like, last friday, half was killed and now i'm probably left with 1/4. so maybe over the weekends my brain cells recovered to 3/4 and now another 1/2 is killed so i'm left with 1/4.
davin: oh no your brain cells can nvr be completely killed. you knw it's like in phy, the half-life thing? next time you'll have 1/8 and then 1/16, and so on.

yay determine the half-life of my brain cells. like thankyou so much. i knw we're supposed to be focusing on mix genre now, but not mix subject!

our worst enemy. alright, maybe not all of you, but it sure applies to me and yunhan. thankyou so much for making me work so hard, reducing my braincells by half. oh and i'll always rmbr you for causing my backaches and headaches. plus, you wasted so much of our eraser and correction fluid/ liquid paper that i think you gotta pay us to meet you the next time. we'll nvr forgive you, relative velocity.

i knew we shld have done oral discussion instead...

word of the day: repudiate

repudiate[ri-pyoo-dee-eyt]
–verb (used with object), -ated, -ating.
1.to reject as having no authority or binding force: to repudiate a claim.
2.to cast off or disown: to repudiate a son.
3.to reject with disapproval or condemnation: to repudiate a new doctrine.
4.to reject with denial: to repudiate a charge as untrue.
5.to refuse to acknowledge and pay (a debt), as a state, municipality, etc.

i repudiate the inclusion of relative velocity in our syllabus.

word of the day: despondent

despondent[di-spon-duhnt]
–adjective
feeling or showing profound hopelessness, dejection, discouragement, or gloom: despondent about failing health.

sigh, i've still not completed 1 yr of my chem tys. i'm taking forever! hey and i jus realised that studying makes me hungry. increased metabolic rate? i need food.

oh and smone jus reminded me that prelim is jus 20+ days away.

word of the day: surreptitious

surreptitious[sur-uhp-tish-uhs]
–adjective
1.obtained, done, made, etc., by stealth; secret or unauthorized; clandestine: a surreptitious glance.
2.acting in a stealthy way.

alright, i'm losing 1 thing a day on average. today it's my chem prac file's turn! surreptitious!

hey you knw, munchy donuts are really nice. but they're making me feel like i'm gaining a stone a day.

it's the sun's turn to stage its performance today...

i mus improve my english. alright, o lvl eng is approaching. 1st thing i gotta do, improve my vocab. and i shall do so by learning a new word everyday.

i'm ravenous beyond belief! raaaaaaaah, i want munchy donuts. i had the oreo one today! it tasted splendid. i need more munchy donuts to quench my unsatisfiable crave for food

word of the day: ravenous

ravenous[rav-uh-nuhs]
–adjective
extremely hungry; famished; voracious

anyway, we had timed practice today, again. it was rather okay. then i walked out with eliz from the back gate and that crazy woman said that she wanted donuts and waffles and mocha (i think) impetuously. oh in the end, we still got all those. now she's making me crave for more munchy donuts

yay, say goodbye to piano exam. but i screwed up, sigh. now i feel like syf jus ended. it's that kinda disappointment and regret that i'm feeling. like, why didnt i practice harder, why didnt stay calmer, why why why? dont tell me things'll be okay, it wont. i knw i screwed up, and badly at that. the examiner totally freaked me out. made me feel like i jus came out of the interview i had in tjc when i was in sec2. the bombardments of questions and stuff like that. he even went on to ask "so you mean it cannot be... jus because it's like that?" when i answered his question. oh god, it'll be a miracle if i ever manage to pass my grade7. but my piano teacher says that she'll move on with grade8. ARGH! wht's done is done. screw piano exams, whoo!

good thing is, i get to skip sch today. haha and a BIG THANKYOU to those who wished me luck early in the morning. although i dont think the luck worked... still, i gotta thank you guys for the uhm, nvr-ending support that you've given me HAHA!

oh dear, MY GRADE 7 PIANO EXAM IS ON WEDNESDAY. honestly, i dontknw how i'm gng to get through this. i STILL cant play my scales. maybe i shld consider abt not gng to sch on tues, hrmm...

anw, i'm starting to get stressed alrdy. let's see, prelim's getting nearer and nearer. and o lvl's in less than a hundred days! you knw, the thought of "less than 100" is omg.

oh btw, i cant jump into a pool. you knw what i'm most afraid of? being pushed into a pool.

the world's so small. i met nicole on bus 28 when i was coming home from 201. wahaha and i'm gna prevent her from having her lovely slp on a nice sat morn by gng to her hse at 8am tmr for piano lesson!

argh i'm shagged. finally the weekends are here. this week seemed to pass really slowly. i'm really gna treasure this weekend. more time to slp slp sleeeeeeeeeep!

alright, went to gz with the rest after sch. they were playing liu yang he! which brings me back to the nov 2006 period, whr we were all practicing so hard jus for the exams. honestly, i cant bear to leave cchmsgz. you knw, it's jus been a week since i touched the gz but yet i cldnt play it properly today! which goes to show how impt wednesday lessons are. but now we wont attend wednesday lessons anymore. i'll miss those times.

we're learning some new song now. it's omg, difficult. laoshi let us listened to the cd and the middle was so fast that we cldnt even see which notes were being played.

i'm tired. in order to get enough energy to play loud enough to disturb nicole tmr, i gotta get some slp now.

PRELIM ENGLISH ORAL IS ON TUES! alright, we got to start speaking perfect english with high level vocab words (jus in case we get piaopiao as our examiner). the discussions for the pictures have alrdy been done on friday, befor our 201 lessons, tgthr with yunhan, weisheng and nanaboon.

jus now i was sitting in the car, and sth struck me. o lvl's jus 100+ days later. as expected, i'm still slacking. but deep down in my heart i started to panic.

oh i jus rmbred that i have to do my CV corrections. suprisingly, i scored quite okay for it, even though i seriously thought that piece was the crappiest essay i've written. anw, thanks to shasha and mr thinks-thr's-no-need-to-communicate-frequently-with-his-uber-gd-friends for helping.

alright my mum's calling for me to do some art thingy for my bro. i have no idea why. it's not like she doesnt knw how screwed up my art is

alright, i got my new dog last friday and she's called dazzle. yea, glittery dazzle, dazzling glitter, HAHA. she's a really pretty shetland sheepdog. i'll upload her photo when i'm willing to get my ass moving, same old situation. anw, i'm dedicating half an hr every night to take a walk with the 2 of them almost every night. and davin thinks that the shetland sheepdog in eastpoint's pet safari will grow up to look prettier than dazzle but he doesnt wna buy the dog so that we can watch it grow up and then compare. i bet dazzle's the prettiest shetland sheepdog on earth, jus like how glitter's the prettiest mini schnauzer on earth. yay dont be envious, i knw, i've got the world's prettiest dogs :) and i'm really proud of them both!

yea here's to NANABOON and those who went to ann's hse. THANKYOU ALL FOR TAKING TIME OUT AND NOT CELEBRATING/ SACRIFICING YOUTH DAY JUS TO GET MY "YOU KNW WHAT" DONE HAHA.I LOVE YOU GUYS SO VERY MUCH!